I recently found this beautiful blog called Out of the Ordinary. The link is the latest post about her son who is off to college once again and she reflects on her younger children who are in middle and high school.
I can really relate with my oldest in college for the 2nd year and my baby in middle school. A year ago when it was very hard for me with Cayla leaving home and going to college, it happened that I needed to go back to work. I went back to being a bank teller, (after 19 years). I had to work harder to get to my devotionals which I needed more than ever and to make time to read to my youngest who I wasn't home schooling any longer. Lizzy going back to public school presented new challenges for her that were never there before.
Things that
are very helpful is being in a sound church and
being a part of that church, really. I mean being that church for Christ
when no one is looking. Am I doing that? By trusting in God's word and
sovereignty for the future and for the now, for that matter is what has
made a difference in my life. Reminding my very forgetful mind regularly
by reading the bible has renewed my mind, a greater help has been in
memorization.... then when I hear something at work or at the grocery
store or on the phone with a friend and there is bad news I can have
hope with the heaviness instead of it just feeling despair.
Transitions are hard at times and joyous at others. I want always be there for my girls and husband, as long as God gives me breath to do so. My own progress or regression always seems to be up to me even though, the ugly side of me wants to blame others. Thank God we have a choice and have people in our lives to point that out. Its not what happens, it how we respond to what happens.
Eph 4:25 - 31
25 Therefore, having put away falsehood, let each one of you speak the truth with his neighbor, for we are members one of another. 26 Be angry and do not sin; do not let the sun go down on your anger, 28 Let the thief no longer steal, but rather let him labor, doing honest work with his own hands, so that he may have something to share with anyone in need. 29 Let
no corrupting talk come out of your mouths, but only such as is good
for building up, as fits the occasion, that it may give grace to those who hear. 30 And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, by whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. 31 Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice. 32 Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you.
